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    February 11

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      小时候每个人总有自己的梦想，在我的记忆中自己好象并没有什么明确的梦想，只是很希望可以快点的长大。长大了就可以拥有真正属于自己的钱，可以自由的支配，不用再看大人的脸色，那多开心啊！
     
       最近几天一直有些郁闷，突然发现，现在的自己离小时候梦想长大的年龄已经很近，近得让我有些恐惧！现在的我是害怕长大。长大就意味着我的一生即将被定型了，是可以肆无忌惮的挥霍金钱还是要为每日的3餐而奔波劳累很快就可以让我知道了，这种恐惧感是越来越近了~长大就意味着我越来越接近现实，我不可以再告诉自己将来会是怎样？因为小时候的将来就快来到，是好是坏已经不是用想象的了 。
     
    恐惧也就是对自己没信心了，的确是这样。放假的日子我失踪了-消失在虚拟的游戏中-沉沦了！整天无所事事的我就连梦里也是商店的价码，或是担心这破旧的电脑在半夜掉线了。这样的恐惧缠绕着我有半年了，昨天我终于终于可以不用再为此而担心了，我决定离开那个虚拟的世界带着些许的难过和不舍离开了
     
      长大了，人就要对自己负责了！没有了童年的幻想，留下的只是残酷的现实。。。。。。。。优胜劣汰虽是那枯燥的政治课让我明白的，但却也是不争的事实！长大了。。。。该做点什么了。。。。。。

     

     

     

     

     

     

     


      
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